Saw this bulletin on friendster few mins ago. Well i think you people should read this, and appreciate your love ones.
IT'S 7TH GRADE...
I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called 'best friend'... I stared at her.... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said 'thanks'... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.... I want her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...
My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be 'just friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S SENIOR YEAR...
The day before prom... She walked to my locker... 'My date is sick' she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates.... We'd go together just as 'best friends'... And so we did...
IT'S PROM NIGHT...
After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said 'I had the best time... Thanks!'... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to telll her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S GRADUATION DAY....
A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body.... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said 'you're my best friend'... 'Thanks!'... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than 'just friends'.... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...
Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say 'I do' an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said 'You came!... Thanks!'.... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be 'just friends'... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
YEARS PASSED...
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... 'I stare at him... Wishing he was mine.... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be 'just friends'... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me'... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...
(: You know what i mean. (:
Sunday, November 30, 2008
A bulletin (:
Friday, November 28, 2008
A night of fear.
Time to update again.
This time, i wanna blog about a night of stay in Weng Onn's house.
After looking for job in Mv, as usual, we came back to Ali and have some games.
Then we saw Weng Onn and his brother here. So yeah we played together and suddenly Kenton popped up with an idea of staying in Weng Onn's house. And yeah, we stayed over. After gaming we went mamak-ing then to W.o's house.
It started out really really very cool. We had some snacks, on the com and do some shits. And thanks to Weng Onn's brilliant idea, we thought of playing hotel626. Well frankly speaking, dont call me outdated, i have no idea what's hotel626, not until THEY told me. So yeahh. it was raining. soo the loading is kinda slow, while waiting for the load. We surfed the net, youtubed, and watch some funny videos just to make sure we're calm enough. And then Weng Onn started taking everyones picture, but suddenly, ` thanks to Weng Onn tho `, He stoned and looked at the photo, and he said : `kenton, u see, there's a woman in the photo.` kenton answered : ` ya right, *then looked at the photo for 30 secs*, after that kenton said : ` Jason, seriously weih, u look at the corner.` Jason : `OH MY F**CKING GAWD, IT'S A WOMAN with scary figure`. We all started freaking out, and then W.O's brother started saying : no la, it's my leg, or it's reflection or it's whatever, dont be scared la.. he picked up the phone and started looking at the photo* btw, after i saw the photo i actually threw the phone away. Lol* Then he screamed : There's a ghost!! And the gay part starts, we started hugging each other and screaming, blah blah blah la. Like what you'll do when you're in this kind of situation. We on the lights and went around the whole house and told everyone about what happened.
After that, we actually have the guts to continue playing hotel626. furthermore, there's like scary voices as in door noises, breathing sound or.. i dont know how to describe la. Scary enough to freak 3 guys out la. And again, it's not the right time for hotel626, things turned out scary and we went to bed because the pc suddenly hang already. Then we slept and woke up. ate spaghetti bolognese and went home. Oh yeah! i could have posted the photo here but W.o deleted it, dang.
I need a better job ): and i need a stable job. sigh. not a job that only need me for 4 hours/6 hours. that's no good. that's all for today, thanks for viewing jasonrawries.blogspot.com
http://www.hotel626.com/ for those who's as outdated as me. counter your fear and enjoy a night of horror. (:
*P.S. : Every content posted above are true and are advised to believe it. Do not simply take pictures in the dark.
This time, i wanna blog about a night of stay in Weng Onn's house.
After looking for job in Mv, as usual, we came back to Ali and have some games.
Then we saw Weng Onn and his brother here. So yeah we played together and suddenly Kenton popped up with an idea of staying in Weng Onn's house. And yeah, we stayed over. After gaming we went mamak-ing then to W.o's house.
It started out really really very cool. We had some snacks, on the com and do some shits. And thanks to Weng Onn's brilliant idea, we thought of playing hotel626. Well frankly speaking, dont call me outdated, i have no idea what's hotel626, not until THEY told me. So yeahh. it was raining. soo the loading is kinda slow, while waiting for the load. We surfed the net, youtubed, and watch some funny videos just to make sure we're calm enough. And then Weng Onn started taking everyones picture, but suddenly, ` thanks to Weng Onn tho `, He stoned and looked at the photo, and he said : `kenton, u see, there's a woman in the photo.` kenton answered : ` ya right, *then looked at the photo for 30 secs*, after that kenton said : ` Jason, seriously weih, u look at the corner.` Jason : `OH MY F**CKING GAWD, IT'S A WOMAN with scary figure`. We all started freaking out, and then W.O's brother started saying : no la, it's my leg, or it's reflection or it's whatever, dont be scared la.. he picked up the phone and started looking at the photo* btw, after i saw the photo i actually threw the phone away. Lol* Then he screamed : There's a ghost!! And the gay part starts, we started hugging each other and screaming, blah blah blah la. Like what you'll do when you're in this kind of situation. We on the lights and went around the whole house and told everyone about what happened.
After that, we actually have the guts to continue playing hotel626. furthermore, there's like scary voices as in door noises, breathing sound or.. i dont know how to describe la. Scary enough to freak 3 guys out la. And again, it's not the right time for hotel626, things turned out scary and we went to bed because the pc suddenly hang already. Then we slept and woke up. ate spaghetti bolognese and went home. Oh yeah! i could have posted the photo here but W.o deleted it, dang.
I need a better job ): and i need a stable job. sigh. not a job that only need me for 4 hours/6 hours. that's no good. that's all for today, thanks for viewing jasonrawries.blogspot.com
http://www.hotel626.com/ for those who's as outdated as me. counter your fear and enjoy a night of horror. (:
*P.S. : Every content posted above are true and are advised to believe it. Do not simply take pictures in the dark.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
A day. (:
BEFORE ANYTHING STARTS OR HAPPENS, THIS IS ACTUALLY WHAT I SHOULD BLOG ON.. 15 NOVember 2008 (:
Wow! what a day.. 6.35am, i woke up because i my alarm clock wouldn't stop ringing, and adam kept on texting me. Replied his sms, lying down. BUT ashton neither kenton didnt text me nor call me. So i continued sleeping. 9.15am, my dad woke me up. And asked me to follow him out. First we went to Nilai, Sepang. For some stuff la.. tried to sleep on the car, but failed (:. Andd then. Went to visit my grandpa, he's old, but he's still so healthy. (:. Bought him a box of icecream, then. Watched some news there, then we went out. My dad drove us around KL, then went to eat Wan tan mee in Hung Kei (i think it's spelt like that). At last, sent my grandpa home and i'm here blogging. (:
Aiyahh. Economic crisis is up again, more than 500 thousand american lost their jobs, and lotsa people lost their home, and stuff lah.. United States actually organized a G-20 meeting to talk about the issue lah kay.. Countries that are participating included China, Turkey and so on lah, and also U.S obviously. Then then then.. aiyah very lazy to talk about it lah, just go www.google.com and search for G-20. and you'll know more. We as a part of the world, must always be concious about the world, and stuff (:
Next. AIYOH whatever la.. dont know what to blog about. and! i'm supposed to upload some picss today but... USB's not heree. so (: haaaaahaaaaaaa. will upload next time. so yeah, that's all. I have a tiny brain ): and i'm a sucky blogger so yeah. bye bye (:
Jaason 20.10.2008 12:48am. (:
Wow! what a day.. 6.35am, i woke up because i my alarm clock wouldn't stop ringing, and adam kept on texting me. Replied his sms, lying down. BUT ashton neither kenton didnt text me nor call me. So i continued sleeping. 9.15am, my dad woke me up. And asked me to follow him out. First we went to Nilai, Sepang. For some stuff la.. tried to sleep on the car, but failed (:. Andd then. Went to visit my grandpa, he's old, but he's still so healthy. (:. Bought him a box of icecream, then. Watched some news there, then we went out. My dad drove us around KL, then went to eat Wan tan mee in Hung Kei (i think it's spelt like that). At last, sent my grandpa home and i'm here blogging. (:
Aiyahh. Economic crisis is up again, more than 500 thousand american lost their jobs, and lotsa people lost their home, and stuff lah.. United States actually organized a G-20 meeting to talk about the issue lah kay.. Countries that are participating included China, Turkey and so on lah, and also U.S obviously. Then then then.. aiyah very lazy to talk about it lah, just go www.google.com and search for G-20. and you'll know more. We as a part of the world, must always be concious about the world, and stuff (:
Next. AIYOH whatever la.. dont know what to blog about. and! i'm supposed to upload some picss today but... USB's not heree. so (: haaaaahaaaaaaa. will upload next time. so yeah, that's all. I have a tiny brain ): and i'm a sucky blogger so yeah. bye bye (:
Jaason 20.10.2008 12:48am. (:
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
OMG OMG. :(
When you work, u wanna stop working.
When you're not working, u wanna work.
When you go to high school, u wanna stop going to school.
When you're not going to school anymore, u wanna go school.
When you (fill in yourself), u wanna (fill in yourself).
When you're not (fill in yourself), u wanna (fill in yourself).
Lalalala. is that what actually happened to you? :)
Aiyah. just.. whatever :).
And yeah. Life never been any better. What i do now is just WoW, WoW and WoW. hoping that i find a job. Sigh.
I couldn't have anymore idea what to post.. so. bye bye :)
Jason.
When you're not working, u wanna work.
When you go to high school, u wanna stop going to school.
When you're not going to school anymore, u wanna go school.
When you (fill in yourself), u wanna (fill in yourself).
When you're not (fill in yourself), u wanna (fill in yourself).
Lalalala. is that what actually happened to you? :)
Aiyah. just.. whatever :).
And yeah. Life never been any better. What i do now is just WoW, WoW and WoW. hoping that i find a job. Sigh.
I couldn't have anymore idea what to post.. so. bye bye :)
Jason.
Monday, November 3, 2008
I hate it. :x
2nd last day of exam, can you believe it, it's ARTS. i dont hate arts, but i hate COLOURING. i think i draw a nice picture, and after i colour it, it's like GGOMGWTF it became a trash. <3
What's it like when you're in love with someone? <3
Well, there's not much thing i can write lol........ i thinkk...
That's it? <3
Haa. Jason
What's it like when you're in love with someone? <3
Well, there's not much thing i can write lol........ i thinkk...
That's it? <3
Haa. Jason
Saturday, November 1, 2008
The night. <3
Err. During the night of first of nov. I went to a really Holy place, and meaningful place, which was the church! Fga Cyc actually organized a party. Well, at least a party for newcomers to know more about God. It was really fun, and yet meaningful. Ahhah. too bad Ashton and Jasper are bananas.. Lol. Of course, i met some new friends there, and they are really, fun and friendly.
Well, me, kenton and jey actually got tortured there. :x some of the girls, and the boys sat on us.. During the game session.. but it was all worth it.. And then, we sang some songs.. And they actually got really crazy. and went dancing around, Me and kenton stayed stood there, acting like our legs are injured.. <3 Hahaha.
It all ended with some Important messages, and i will never forget, what the pastor said, and it's actually what Jesus said : Dont care how others think about you, As long as you did your best, You're always special to God. :] Wait! Mentioning how it all ended, It also ended with some SUPER DELICIOUS FOOD. Really really delicious. Haha.
Well. Got an haircut, People say it was good, but i don't really think so. Even tho it's nice, the hair stylist actually gel my hair, and yet, not wax it. :[ It's really really stupid, lol. Well acutally i'm not really a pro into hair.. so yeah. :]
Another thing.. I'm so confused lately, emotions fooling around. sighh. Really hope i'll learn how to actually control my emotion wisely... sighhh. :]
That's it, once again Jason is outta ideas. :] Ciaoooz.
Jason` <3
Well, me, kenton and jey actually got tortured there. :x some of the girls, and the boys sat on us.. During the game session.. but it was all worth it.. And then, we sang some songs.. And they actually got really crazy. and went dancing around, Me and kenton stayed stood there, acting like our legs are injured.. <3 Hahaha.
It all ended with some Important messages, and i will never forget, what the pastor said, and it's actually what Jesus said : Dont care how others think about you, As long as you did your best, You're always special to God. :] Wait! Mentioning how it all ended, It also ended with some SUPER DELICIOUS FOOD. Really really delicious. Haha.
Well. Got an haircut, People say it was good, but i don't really think so. Even tho it's nice, the hair stylist actually gel my hair, and yet, not wax it. :[ It's really really stupid, lol. Well acutally i'm not really a pro into hair.. so yeah. :]
Another thing.. I'm so confused lately, emotions fooling around. sighh. Really hope i'll learn how to actually control my emotion wisely... sighhh. :]
That's it, once again Jason is outta ideas. :] Ciaoooz.
Jason` <3